Re-focused, now (maybe?) but a few days ago = consumed by a lack of grace & lack of humility, inability to invest in one thing-- at one time. I want to invest in all the things all the time! Wheeee, take a-step-back.
Quit being overwhelmed by where you should be, should go, should be doing. You're doing just fine. You are loving, you are cherishing. Our baby has brought insurmountable joy. However, I think that is challenging me in many areas: I want to work hard, but not this hard, I want to enjoy this time, but I'm not-- all the time. I need to be alone, but I want to eat my babe he is that cute. Are these mind games that motherhood can play? Maybe if my mind functioned more logically, numbers and science could communicate clearly: You can do this and this, sure, Lauren-- but that is not mathematically possible.
Quit being overwhelmed by where you should be, should go, should be doing. You're doing just fine. You are loving, you are cherishing. Our baby has brought insurmountable joy. However, I think that is challenging me in many areas: I want to work hard, but not this hard, I want to enjoy this time, but I'm not-- all the time. I need to be alone, but I want to eat my babe he is that cute. Are these mind games that motherhood can play? Maybe if my mind functioned more logically, numbers and science could communicate clearly: You can do this and this, sure, Lauren-- but that is not mathematically possible.
This past Sunday, I was reminded to get over myself and not be consumed with the question, "What can I do?"
Time to ask, "What can God do?" "What doors can he open?" Because he created me to do good works, and because I am his handiwork. I am trying hard to lessen the scheming inside my head and remember there is a plan and his vision is greater than my peephole. ;)
Time to ask, "What can God do?" "What doors can he open?" Because he created me to do good works, and because I am his handiwork. I am trying hard to lessen the scheming inside my head and remember there is a plan and his vision is greater than my peephole. ;)